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It’s been one of those days and it’s not even 10:00.

I was having a conversation with a friend of mine this morning. I sent her an email before 5:00 AM. She’s an early riser. Why, I’ll never understand. I like to sleep in till at least 9.

Here’s how it started off.


Yikes I can’t believe people listen to the news everyday!!! My head hurts!!!! I’m throwing Todd’s clock out. He can start using his phone. LOL

He needed to leave the house early today. As usual he was up before the clock went off. When the alarm did go off the voices became part of my dream creating so much uninvited nose”!! I’m not sure how long I was dealing with the chaos. He finally shut it off when he came in to give me a kiss goodbye.

Wow. No wonder there’s so much negative energy in the world.

News programs should be subject to government guide lines about what they can say and how it’s said. (speaking sarcastically!) The movie ED comes to mind. There’s nothing wrong with living in a bubble. Hahahaha

Now I know why you’ve been blessing me with peace these last few days.

I knew something happened in France as far as a terrorist attack. That’s all I needed to know. I get it from the use of the word terrorist that it can’t be good. I don’t need to hear detail after detail. Rehashing everything keeps the unrest alive and glorifies the villains as they’d like it to be.

It’s like throwing gas on the word fear!!! It just keeps burning causing anxiety flaming out of control.

God my head hurts.

Horrible way to live.

I don’t even watch commercials.

Thank you for not bringing it up.


I hear you which is why I didn’t.  I also get what you’re saying.  


I don’t need to know what’s going on. I can feel it. Not to mention the wind gets all relied up. 

I also won’t give those idiots the satisfaction of glorifying their work. 

Wanna know how to put a stop to terrorism? Don’t mention anything about it. They live for reaction. Without it they’ll lose their momentum. 

I get there is loss of life and that’s sad. But I also get people sign on to go through that tragedy as did you and I when we went through our struggles/challenges/ physical/ sexual/ emotional/ dysfunctional, abuse. You pick what’s yours. We all have one or all of these examples set for our lives even before we’re born.

I was crying a few weeks ago as I worked with my inner child. I asked God how he could ask me to go through what I did knowing I would be an innocent child who’d have to live through the pain of that kind of tragedy my whole life. 

The answer I got was not surprising. I didn’t receive any words per say through channeled Angel voices explaining why it had to happen. What I got was a woman who delivered a part of a poem to me.

Show me where it hurts God said. So I did, and my heart burst into tears.

Later that night I turned on the TV to none other than a program about holocaust survivors. 

His answer was perfectly clear to me. No matter where you look there could always be something worse happening.

We are spiritual beings here to experience all aspects of a human life. In order to achieve this process successfully there has to be adversity. Every person has taken on challenges and triumphs. No one is different!

What is missed however, is how we heal from those challenges. Which is to show God your pain so the heart can cry therefore allowing the wounds to heal. Instead, we’ve been taught as a society to cover up any pain and continue to fuel the fear by rehashing all of it in our minds.  

What you’re listening to or watching is not good to absorb so your body has no other choice but to protect you from your own doing. In my case I ended up moving an hour away from the chaos that surrounded me landing smack dab in the middle of a tranquil country setting.

Putting yourself in that direct line of fire you intentionally create stress. Stress is the number one killer for the human body. It ranks higher than cancer, heart disease and all other illnesses that eventually kill us. Every one of these diseases will initially be caused by stress. 

When I made the decision to leave my family dysfunction behind. I felt their attacks. I didn’t need to see them or hear from them. As a result, over a period of a few short months my body developed a mass of fat. I’ve only gained 6 lbs over the last 15 years, but yet in those months my body looked like it had taken on at least 50 lbs. I even needed to go up clothing sizes twice. But once my attention was gained to the stress this situation had caused I was able to get rid of the fat. I was finally looking at the real conflict not just covering it up. 

I’m not saying I hide my head in the sand and run from controversy by not watching the news or reading about it.

It is my belief that we all have a destiny which plays out in all different ways. Mine is not to save the world by making you aware of terrorists and their actions. But that does not mean I’m not sympathetic to the plight of the people. I feel your pain.

Please understand is is not my intention to tell you how to feel, react or what to do.

It is my belief that we all have the tools to be happy, in love with life, living on a healthy planet, and healthy.

And yet, we as a human culture, still have not learned how to get there. I believe we get there not by pushing against something as is the case with the media glorifying the events of a tragedy and putting the fear of terrorism in everyone’s mind. Therefore there will always be more tragedy until humans get it. And, in turn, more death as more and more spiritual beings living in these bodies say-“enough is enough- I’m out of here.” Taking themselves out any which way they can. By terrorist attack, cancer, car accident, heart disease, suicide- anyway they see a way out.

As is the usual case, the universe, God and the angels, source, however you define the almighty presence of knowing was yet again instrumental in delivering a message of wisdom helping us to achieve happiness in life TODAY-

When you acknowledge what you do not want, and then ask yourself, “What is it that I do want?” you begin a gradual shift into the telling of your new story and into a much-improved point of attraction.

You get the essence of what you think about – whether you want it or not – because Law of Attraction is unerringly consistent – therefore, you are never only telling the story of “how it is now.” You are also telling the future experience that you are creating right now.


Today I do not want to hear about terrorism. I want PEACE! I want to hear about PEACE.

May you be blessed with a way to block out the unwanted noise listening only to your heart after you’ve allowed yourself to cry.

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